Angal Field “Angal: Portraits, 2016

Angal Field “Angal: Portraits, 2016 - 2018”

baby Company

This event has ended.

In the summer of 2016, following my graduation from Barnard College, I left New York City for San Francisco. The move west placed me closer to my medical provider, where I was able to begin a gender transition. This photographic body of work—which features mostly queer friends, reclining along the Pacific littoral, or in cramped New York City bedrooms—emerged from this Western tradition of movement and becoming, but is not beholden to it.

Beaches and bedrooms are tenuous public and private spaces of surveillance, legislation, ecology and play. In these photographs, mythos of the coastline, as a point of epic departure and homecoming, dovetails with a history of queer cruising. The ocean, as an oft-photographed landscape, is a site to navigate the trap of trans (in)visibility. Self-portraits anchor my artistic process, grounding me through vertiginous bodily changes; my subjects as compasses, showing me the many ways to live in a body.

These photographs debuting at Baby Company, my first solo show, are a brush with queer intimacy. They are also an offering of proof. Too frequently trans narratives are expropriated from queer communities and then sieved through a cis-hetero lens; our legibility predicated on passing through the uncanny valley, to the safe banks of the “real.” Ecological, gendered, and racial trauma rests just outside of the frame, with twenty-nine trans women of color murdered this year and counting. Here, young subjects are briefly unmoored from this violence, in states of leisure and beauty, leaning toward the vast, primordial waters.

ANGAL FIELD (b. 1994, Portland, Oregon) received their B.A. from Barnard College of Columbia University in 2016. Their writing, photography, and video work has been commissioned and featured in the New York Times, The California Sunday Magazine, i-D, Out Magazine, and NPR, among others. Working Artists Organization awarded them the 2018 Winter Grant Recipient. This December, their work will be included in the group show, “At Home: In The American West” at Aperture Gallery, New York.